i dont even care how many times im blogging in a day
because for once, i have to let this out.


was is it me or just my alter ego?


im beyond angry that its sad.
because i dont get angry easily and thus, its sad.
yes, its just something minor,
but it means a whole lot to me


still i came to you, knowing, you had the sources and knowing you're the best person around i could seek for help
and you had to be selfish.
god, you just had to claim it your own dont you.
you just wanted it for yourself.
and you offered to lend me which i think is really nice of you, serious.
but you wanted me to borrow it, which means, i'm using yours.
you just had to feel superior of yourself huh?
im disappointed because i thought you'd help
yes you helped me, the next minute, you changed your mind
you're selfish.and you blamed it on me.
and you actually had to agree you're doing it because you're selfish.


all this over a ______.
shucks how plain stupid can asmida get?
because
im disappointed, becuase i came to you for help.
because like i said you're the best person around to do so.and i respect you.
and you had to turn the tables around.
youve lost it man.
youve totally lost it.


because for once, you sounded plain 10 years old.